Fairy of Choice

Dear Friends of Bluebird Fairies,

We hope you are all doing well in your various efforts and endeavors, especially if some of them are rest and reflection.

An important word for these days, according to Lena Stevens of the PowerPath School of Shamanism, is ‘stamina’. She gave that word to the month of December. You can read her monthly forecast here.

The word I’d like to talk about today is ‘choice’ and here’s a fairy to deliver it:

“Choice” is my word for the month of December. Last year (and the year before) I received words for each month of the upcoming year from my friend Gwendolyn’s magic cauldron.

I find these words give guidance to finding my way through life. For instance, this morning I found as soon as I employed the word ‘choice’ a heaviness in me around responsibilities and questions moved away.

I hope the ‘Fairy of Choice’ assists you in whatever ways you need.

In January, Gwendolyn and I will share with all of you, words and fairies for 2022.

And…please come visit us at our one and only holiday event on Saturday December 18th in the beautiful land of North Hero. The event is hosted by Kraemer and Kin in their brewery’s headquarters at GreenTARA Space. (see invite below)

Most importantly, stay connected to you as we all move forward. This is our one and only now!

Love,

Emily and the Bluebird fairies

Letting Life In- Honoring Charles Bukowski

Hello Bluebird Friends,

I hope you are all doing well. It’s that time of year in the Northern Hemisphere where evening starts early. For the past few years I’ve reminded myself that this is the time to draw in, read and reflect. Have I done it? I haven’t felt I have. This year feels different. There are books next to the bed and my journal is being written in daily.

I hope whatever assists you in this time is beginning for you.

Today’s blog post fairy arrived by way of the ‘Fairy of the Day’ app which always provides me with just what I need. Here he is:

What this fairy suggests to me today, is to share with you one of the inspirations behind the name “Bluebird Fairies.”

It’s a poem by Charles Bukowski and as soon as I heard him read it, I knew it would find a lasting way into my life.

Here’s the poem:

the bluebird

there’s a bluebird in my heart that

wants to get out

but I’m too tough for him,

I say, stay in there, I’m not going

to let anybody see

you.

there’s a bluebird in my heart that

wants to get out

but I pour whiskey on him and inhale

cigarette smoke

and the whores and the bartenders

and the grocery clerks

never know that

he’s

in there.

there’s a bluebird in my heart that

wants to get out

but I’m too tough for him,

I say,

stay down, do you want to mess

me up?

you want to screw up the

works?

you want to blow my book sales in

Europe?

there’s a bluebird in my heart that

wants to get out

but I’m too clever, I only let him out

at night sometimes

when everybody’s asleep.

I say, I know that you’re there,

so don’t be

sad.

then I put him back,

but he’s singing a little

in there, I haven’t quite let him

die

and we sleep together like

that

with our

secret pact

and it’s nice enough to

make a man

weep, but I don’t

weep, do

you?

‘What’s the connection?’ you may ask.

Bluebird Fairies assist the bluebirds out of our hearts. They make the space right outside our hearts safe. In this safety we can get familiar and comfortable with what’s inside ourselves and we can share this, if we want, with others. That’s what happened to me when I started sharing these private drawings of mine with others.

Earnest little drawings that help us do big things!

Onward and upward!’

Have fun and take it as easy as you can.

Love

Emily and the Bluebird Fairies

And, guess what?! I’m doing an artist talk. Please come! If interested contact Sarah (on the flier) or me for the Zoom link.

Fairy of BEing With

Hello Everyone,

I hope you are well and enjoying the Magical Month of October.

Wow! It’s been over a month since the South End Art Hop. What fun it was opening our studio to new and returning friends for amazing conversations about ‘these earnest little drawings that help you do big things.’

That experience and several fairy-filled events that followed inspired the creation of this fairy:

Ah, the ‘Fairy of BEing With.’ There you are with your outstretched arms saying ‘We Can.”

The feeling I felt when I drew this fairy now lives in it. Since drawing it, I have been sensing new ways that my life is showing me that I am not alone. That I am, in fact, BEing with others.

If you are welcoming this into your life, ‘The Fairy of BEing With’ will contribute its support.

Onward and upward we go!

Love,

Emily and the Bluebird Fairies

A few announcements and a big Thank You!!

For several years, Edward Burke has been supporting the idea of an exhibit of Bluebird Fairies at the Pathways Vermont Community Center where he works. It’s up! For the month of October, 62 fairies are hanging in here on N. Winooski Ave. in Burlington.

And, there’s going to be a Fairy and Demon Drawing Workshop! Everyone interested is welcome to attend.

Thank you, Edward!

Zinnia Fairy

Hello Friends of Bluebird Fairies,

I’ve not written for a LONG time but I’m pleased to let you know that I’m happy and well and looking forward to connecting with all of you at Art Hop this year. Of course, not everyone will be coming out again because we are still in the middle of a pandemic. Do what feels right for you. Just know, we’ll be safely here on the 3rd floor of the Howard Space Building (corner of Pine and Howard). (though sunday, I might not be. It’s my Mom’s birthday)

This lovely fairy came into my life recently:

Oh, I just love the Zinnia Fairy with its red Zinnia head and green stem. Its exaltations of ‘maintain childlike humor’ and ‘have courage’ ring true in my life as Ted Andrew’s symbolism of animals and plants always does.

As we move through these challenging times please take these words of wisdom into your heart and use them whenever you can.

At Art Hop, along with all the new/old fairies and demons, I’m excited to showcase a new series of Toy Theaters I created using stories people at Art Hop 2020 shared with me about what they’d gained/lost during our ‘Stay Home/Stay Safe time.’ I have been very touched to hold their stories.

One thing that has been a big focus of mine this summer, has been working on a chapter for a book called (working title) “The Afterlives of Puppeteers". I’ll be exhibiting Bread and Puppet Theater photos in my studio from my years with the theater company to keep that project moving forward.

If I don’t see you, be well. If I do see you, wonderful.

Thank you so much for your continued attention for Bluebird Fairies.

We love you!

Emily and the Bluebird Fairies

Shaky Tenderness Beyond Our Fear

Hello Friends of Bluebird Fairies,

I hope this finds you right where you are.

I've not written since February when the Lunar New Year began.

Where have I been? Well…. last year when the pandemic began, I shared the ‘You Have Two Choices Fairy’ inspired by Dr. Christiane Northup:

“In this time, we have two choices; down the rabbit hole or through the portal”.

So, I chose a 9-month portal; Yoga Teacher Training (YTT) at Laughing River Yoga.

It is good, however, to be back in the studio of Bluebird Fairies and feeling the call of my energy towards this work we're doing here. I believe my yoga training will enhance all that we do.

I know that all of you have had your portals in the past year- I will note that my dear friend and collaborator Gwendolyn says that all portals can be rabbit holes at times and rabbit holes can also be portals. After my recent portal experience, I agree.

So I’m wondering what have they been for you? And how are you doing?

This fairy I created and shared with my fellow YTTers seems so fitting for us now. Here she is:

Welcome to the ‘Fairy of the Shaky Tenderness Beyond Our Fear’ with your bright red heart, outstretched arms with tender green sprouts and statement of ‘Your bravery is here.’

She’s inspired by the words of Chogyam Trungpa in his book; Shambala: The Sacred Path of the Warrior.

"We may not discover bravery right away. Instead, we may find a shaky tenderness beyond our fear. We are still quivering and shaking, but there is a tenderness rather than a bewilderment."

Onward and upward!

With Love,

Emily and the Bluebird Fairies